The day of Pentecost has come, and with it the opportunity for us to really rely on the power of God, to redeem and save, but above all to live lives of faith and faithfulness. At the beginning of lockdown my mind was focused upon this year’s Feast of Pentecost. From the beginning of Lent I was becoming more used to the human condition I found myself in and having to adapt by giving greater attention to my prayers and mass.
It was very much a shock to me, (but “shock” is not really the right word); I was landed in hospital and adapting to the label “acute psychotic state”, called upon to rely upon providence and to re-evaluate my ministry. Above all to reconsider my journey of faith. My sister Mary’s well-timed book “A Mother’s Love” gave me important insight; and the realisation of one constant; the gift of faith we had received as children.
The Second Vatican Council was my “theme song” with the charismatic renewal, marriage encounter, prayer groups, Taizé in France, life in the church appeared to be very promising. My personal limitations, alongside parish ministry found me more and more at odds between my expectation and realities in the life of the parish. Ten years on an ecumenical project was maybe a haven, but now I am hoping and praying that the Lord will renew, direct, and support me. The loss of my driver’s licence will please God, come to an end, and will be helpful to my work and ministry.
The challenge and please God, the opportunity that will be provided “post coronavirus” will truly need all the blessings of a new Pentecost. From screening masses different expectations have received moments of grace and blessing, much appreciated and may go on to influence our options and choices. But the central need is for a community of faith, with a real decision to belong. One of my faults and failings is being poor at remembering names and establishing relationships in the community.
With the help of God this can be addressed. The new normal is a word that we hear quite frequently from the Media. Our need in the church to develop a fresh response as opportunities arise is essential. We are currently waiting for guidance concerning the re-opening of churches, and at this time there are no clear instructions. Following on from the Governments guidelines, as from Monday 1st June, I am encouraging visits to our prayer garden in appropriate groups, including families, for prayer (confession/reconciliation) and fellowship. Unfortunately, I do not have my driver’s licence so I cannot avail of St George’s Memorial Garden. Please ring me as I will be delighted to hear from you.